This is probably the most difficult page to write, “The Welcome page” !
I have to write something that gives you guys an oversight of what this blog is about…….. but where do I start?
I think I’m asking myself this question every single day! ……… and I CAN’T EVEN ANSWER it myself!
So I’ve been a pretty lucky guy. I grew up in Namibia on a farm in the middle of nowhere! I went to boarding school and had a really strict upbringing! I was always a great performer in School and always achieved great grades!
I was definitely not one of “The Popular Kids” in school….. I was reserved and kept to myself!
Fast forward a few years, I finished school with Great Grades and Life was my oyster!
Man…… did I manage to fuck this Oyster up? I’m not sure what happened but this reserved goody two shoe boy suddenly turned into this ANIMAL…… and my life since then has been pretty out of control …….
Still through all this “Out of Control” Lifestyle …. LUCK seemed to follow me around and I was kept safe and out of TROUBLE!
I’ve also had a great successful career through all of this – I sometimes wonder how I managed to keep it all together, but I’m grateful that I did!
Everyones steam eventually runs out! Or maybe we just GROW UP and realise we can no longer live this way and we realise that there is so much more to life than fucking things up!
I think this is where I am at NOW!
I want to change my life for the positive because I have so much to be grateful for and I want to start living a life full of Gratitude!
I guess the message I’m trying to send out is this ……
Its never too late to start over!
It’s never too late to make a change!
and there is nothing wrong with admitting and realising that “I FUCKED UP BIG TIME”!
I’m 34 years old now!
I’m completely out of shape and overweight!
I’ve battled Addictions for years, and any Addict can tell you that depression and anxiety just forms part of this package …..
I’m ready to change and I’m ready to start living a different life …. a POSITIVE life full of GRATITUDE!
They say the first step towards recovery – Is admitting to yourself that you are an addict and that your life is out of control!
This is me admitting to myself!
and this is me changing and becoming the person I want to be!
Anyways ……. enough of the DOOM and GLOOM …..
I also want this blog to be a fun place …… A Place where I share my stories and experiences….. I’ve had some AMAZING times and I’ve learned some BIG lessons and if you can relate in any way ….. please share your story with me too!
I hope you enjoy the READ, VIDEOS and PHOTOS!